i know it's hard, but i have to tell you "don't wait for me any more." i can promise nothing, neither can i do anything for you.
you are a real good man, judging from all aspects. but you are not mine. just as no one can permanently own a thing, i cannot own you for ever.
i should be grateful that i own you for the time being. hehe, but it's an obvious time to let you go or set me free, free like a kite being cut off tow. but, anyhow, i can be free.
i'm going to NJ tomorrow, by then i'll be alone and lonely. but i don't care so much now. there's nobody i can turn to except i myself. neither god.
god is always so unreliable. unexceptionally, this time, God is not in favour of me.
hehe, weird enough, a question flashed in my mind, "when both were drunk, who was to blame?" what a suggestive question.
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