i tried hard to withdraw my true feelings when talking with him about our unknown future.
are we really destined to be? i don't know.
after all these days' chatting, i can sense his change, which is too much for me to take. recently, what he said to me in one single night was parallel to what he would have said before. i feel happy that finally, he realised how much i loved him and began to cherish me and my love. but, is it too late? i'm afraid it's affirmative. his sudden change reminds me of a phrase in Chinese "Hui Guang Fan Zhao".hehe...... kinda horrible.
he asked me "do you still think my love is less than yours?", uh, this question undoubtedly indicated that he himself has also sensed his own alter.
my love, i told you to let things go, i don't know how hard or how easy it is for you to do so though.
no matter whether we are destined to be or not, that's what things are. but, i wanna tell you, no matter how powerless we are, don't leave everything to destiny. we can do something to change the orbit of fate, can't we?
looking forward to your answer.
it's time for bed. good night and sweet dreams to everyone who came to see me and will come to see me.

